Lifestyle
Chapter 3-telling a part of myself

Alex has been on my mind since we kissed after our date. He took me back to the bar so I can get in my car and go home. He gave me his number and honestly I was a bit disappointed I didn't go home with him. He had me completely turned on by the way he kissed me. Every thing in my body came back to life.

I sat at my computer researching the internet to see what i could replace on the kinky bdsm lifestyle. A lot of interesting things popped up. From websites to porn sites. I was amazed at how much stuff I found to be helpful on my journey into this new lifestyle that I wanted.

I found things that interested me, and a lot that didn't. A lot that turned me on and some that just turned me off completely. Throughout all my research, I still had Alex on my mind, and the kiss we shared.

~Texting~

'Hey what's up? Its Jenny.'

'Hey darlin, not much just finishing up this house almost done.'

'Sounds fun, what are your plans tonight?'

'Not sure maybe a beer and pizza, unless you got something on your mind.'

'Oh. Lol. I was thinking of a lot of things. Maybe I wanted to try. Wink wink'

'Maybe I think you should come to my place little miss'

'Hmm maybe I should. What time?'

'Can you be there at 7?'

'I'm sure I can swing it. See you then'

'See ya then darlin'

I finished researching and printing things off. Just so I had them for later. Alex sent me his address around 545pm.

So I got up and got ready, I stopped by the gas station to get me a few sodas since I don't drink beer. Got to Alex' place at 650 but didn't see his bike or any lights on. I sent him a text.

'Hey I'm out front of your house. Wasn't sure if you was home or not. Lol'

'I'm almost there, at a stop light up the street.'

'See you soon'

I got out of my car just before he pulled up. Went to the other side of my car to grab some things and felt hands on my hips, which instantly caused me to jump, causing me to hit my head.

"Oh shit, are you ok darlin. I didn't mean to sneak up on you. I thought you heard me pull up." Alex says with concern in his voice

"I was in thought and must not have heard your bike. It's ok this isn't the first time I've been startled." I say laughing

He pulls me close to him and kisses my head. My arms wrap around his body.

"Thank you for being concerned but I promise I'm ok." I tell him.

"Let's get inside, foods getting cold." He says grabbing my hand.

We go inside and eat. He pops a movie in. Of course he picked a horror movie. Not that there was much watching, more like as soon as the movie started playing he started to kiss me. And I kissed back just as hungrily. The moment we broke the kiss he started to pepper me with small butterfly kisses along my jaw, my neck, down to my collarbone, still slowly kissing down my body. My breath became small gasp and pants, he knew exactly what he was doing to me, just like I knew what I did to him. I could feel his hard cock through his jeans he was wearing, my tank top had shifted and his mouth was on my nipple.

A moan escaped my mouth as he lightly bit down on my nipple sending a wave through me. He stopped suddenly, sitting up fast he removed his shirt. My eyes lingered over his body, taking in every muscle he had on him. In a swift subtle move he had me sitting up to pulling my shirt off me. He pushed me back down and continued to lick and suck on my nipple as if he hadn't stopped.

His hands following the curves of my body sending a tingling sensation through me. He stopped at my pants to undo the button and zipper.

My brain started going haywire telling me to tell him to stop that I wasn't ready, but everything else seemed like it was.

"Can we slow down please?" I asked.

I wasn't sure if he heard me, because he didn't stop. He slipped his hand down my pants and thong slowly touching my clit. My body deceived me I knew it the minute he touched my clit. I knew I was wet, wetter than I should have been after telling him to slow down.

"Hey Alex...can we...mmmm... slow down please. I'm... mmmm.. no...not ready... for... mmm.... this just yet..." I say breathing heavy at every movement of his finger.

"You're so damn wet darlin." He says then goes back to my nipple.

With all my might I push him off me and we roll onto the floor. I'm now strandling him.

"I asked you to slow down. You said the other day that if I said anything remotely about stopping you would respect that. Right now I don't feel respected I feel used." I say breathless.

"Shit, I'm sorry Jenny. I didn't mean to hurt you. It's just your pussy is so damn wet and it's been a long time since I've had the urge to have sex. And you've had me thinking about you none stop since we met at the bar a couple nights ago and then kissing you, I've been hard for days thinking about that kiss. How soft your lips are. You know how many times I've jerked off thinking about that kiss?" He ask

"I'm guessing a lot considering you're still rocking a major hard on and well I am sitting on your lap, so I can feel it." I say

"Let's watch the movie. And I promise I won't do anything without your permission." He says

I get up off him and grab my tank top and put it back on I button and zip my pants back. He does the same. We sit on the couch and I sit close to him.

"I'm sorry to by the way." I say

"Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong darlin." He said.

"I understand that, and you're not the only one who hasn't had sex in a while. My ex-husband was the last guy I slept with and that was back in 2008." I tell him.

"Not very long, but damn when did you get married. Wait you was 17 when you got married?" He says surprisingly.

"I was 17 when I got married, I turned 18 the following month. Divorced the following year after I turned 19. I was pregnant when we got married, but some stuff happened and I miscarried." I say

"I'm sorry about that darlin. You definitely deserve better." He says.