The Alpha Bully’s Redemption
Chapter 212

PARKER POV

Never I my wildest dream will I have ever thought I will be friends with a human and a female at that. I always thought of them as weaklings so what is there to talk to them when they will never understand a thing. But after meeting Mira, everything I thought I knew has changed. That girl has taught me alot of lessons but the good ones and the painful ones. Speaking of pain, why isn't my scalp healing already?

"Hey Nick why aren't you healing my scalp?" I ask my wolf.

"Because I'm not strong right now to heal you. Remember that the side effects of rejecting mate is lost of strength. Right now I'm so weak so bear with the pain." he said.

Shit my head is killing me. How will he tell me to bear with the pain when it's unbearable? I still can't believe I'm in such pain because of a human girl. Thinking about her made me smile.

"Parker what are you going to do now?" Nick asked me.

"What do you mean? I don't understand." I said to him.

"I mean about what Mira said earlier. Are you going to accept mate or you will continue to live life this?" he asked.

I let out a sigh as I felt my headache get worse.

"I honestly don't know the answer to your question Nick. But I'm very sure that I don't like the way I'm living right now. You aren't happy and neither am I. And the reason is because we don't have a mate. But then we can't disobey our father's teaching. Right now I'm very confused on what path to take." I admitted sincerely.

"But I think that human is right. You should do what is right and not listen to your father. He is human and he doesn't have the right to determine your happiness. We need to get mate fast before we lose her forever." he said.

The thought of losing my mate was heartbreaking. I don't want to lose her. I can't stay alive and watch her with some other dude. I know she hates me right now and I'm scared I might be rejected when I go to her but then I deserve it. But I'm still scared. "You don't have to be scared. I'm here for you remember that. Now man up and think of how to get mate back." Nick said.

I smiled and nodded my head.

"Okay??? What's going on with you? Why are you smiling and what's up with the bandage?"

I jumped and turned to see Justin standing by the door looking at me. I honestly didn't hear him come in.

"Hey how long have you been standing there?" I asked him.

"Not for long and you haven't answered my question. What happened to you?" he said as he walked to his bed. "Its nothing just got into a fight." with a human girl.

I can't bring myself to say the last part. I have to preserve my pride and self respect. I can't let him laugh at me.

"A fight? Wow your opponent must really be a strong person for you to have a bandage wrapped around your head. I can tell it's because of the way you talked that got you into this. Next time mind your words I have warned you countless of time. I hope this will serve as a warning." he said.

"Shut up. And who said I'm at fault here? You don't even know what happened." I said glaring at him.

"I don't need to ask what actually happened. I already know that you are the one who was at fault. You are my friend and I know you very well." he said.

I didn't know what to say again because as he said, I was the one with fault.

“See your silence says it all. Someone will think you fought with a girl when they see this bandage on your head." he said with a smirk on his face.

My face turned pale. How did he know I fought with a girl?

"Wha..... tttt.... do.......yooooouuu... meannnnn....byyyyy....thhhhaaattt" I couldn't stop myself from stammering.

"Well from the injury you see girls love to drag hairs when fighting while guys do the punching. So tell me which girl did you fight with?" he said raising an eyebrow.

"Shut up and mind you I didn't fight with any girl." I said thank goodness I didn't stutter again.

"Alright fine, if you say so. So what did you buy in the shopping mall?" he asked.

"I couldn't buy anything and don't ask me why. I need to get some air." I said as I jumped down from the bed and ran out of the room. I didn't want him to ask me any more questions.

I went to the pack and lucky for me, it was not so full. I looked for a quiet spot and sat down. I pulled out my phone and went to my vault where I hid important things. I scrolled until I found what I was looking for.

I kept staring at my phone screen as I admired the picture of my beautiful mate smiling so brightly. This picture was taken before we found out we were mates and I rejected her.

"Call her right now." Nick said.

"But don't you think I will bothering her or something? What if she's busy? Or she doesn't pick up?" I asked feeling scared.

"Call her first and then replace out yourself on how she will react." he said.

I took deep breaths and began to practice what I will say in my mind. After spending more than twenty minutes, I decided to call her.

I dialed her number which I memorized in my head and it hasn't left yet. I could literally hear my heart beating so fast as I heard it ringing. It kept on ringing. I was about to give up that she won't pick when it stopped ringing. She picked my call. Now that it was time for me to talk, all the things I practiced earlier left my head and I turned mute all of a sudden.

"Hello." I heard her sweet voice. I began to sweat. I honestly didn't know what to do or say.

"Hello are you hearing me?" I heard her say.

I opened my mouth to talk but no word came out of my voice.

"Is this some prank call or something? I'm hanging up since no one want to answer me." I heard her say making me to panic.

"WHAT PLEASE."

"Oh I see you aren't dumb. Who are you and why are you calling me?" she asked.

"I am sorry I just didn't know what to say earlier. Sorry. I... well... it's me... Parker." I said softly.

I could feel my hand shaking and my legs won't stop shaking also. I don't know what to expect right now. Will she hang up or will she insult me or will she curse me or what? I couldn't stop thinking and her silence wasn't helping at all. "You said your who?" she asked with a tiny voice.

I closed my eyes like she was in front of me and I was scared to face her.

"Tina it's me Parker." I repeated.

"Parker?" she asked weakly.

"Yes."

"Why are you calling me huh? After telling me you can't be with me, why the fuck are you calling me right now?" she asked raising her voice.

"I'm really sorry Tina. I didn't know what I was saying or doing back then. I know I have wronged you by being an idiot. I deserve your anger but please hear me out Tina. I had to reject you because I didn't know what my father would do to you. I am still hunted by the look on your face when I erm you know. Please I'm sorry. I honestly regret my decision. I want you Tina. I don't think I can stay without you. Please Tina." I begged her.

"Wow I can't believe the great Parker knows the word sorry. I didn't know you knew how to apologize. That's new. So you think I will just accept you like that after putting me through nothing but pain and heartbreak. Parker do you know what I went through when you rejected me? I went through hell alone and now you're back after everything and you think I will just accept you like that. You must be out of your mind if you think I will forgive you that easily. I thought I am going to be the reason why you will become weak, then why are you bothering me? Let me be." she said to me.

"I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but please Tina I beg you please replace it in your heart to forgive me. I can't do without you anymore. I want you back please. I'm ready to lose my alpha title if that's my punishment for having you. I don't mind being called weak I just want you please Tina." I begged.

"Why should I forgive you? Why? After everything, why are you back Parker? I can't go through all that happened in the past again." she said before sniffing. She was crying. I made her cry again.

"Am sorry for making you to cry Tina. You don't deserve to cry because of me. You shouldn't waste your precious tears on me." I said to her.

"I have been crying just because of you Parker. I want to stop crying because of you. You don't know how hard it is for me and boom you come back into my life. It's not easy for me Parker. I don't know if I can forgive you." she said.

"Please Tina can you just please think about it. I'm not in a hurry to get your response. I will wait for you no matter how long. Please just think about it." I begged her.

She didn't say a word, she only hanged off. I have never felt so scared and this nervous in my life. I just hope and wish she doesn't give me a negative answer. I hope she thinks about it and replaces it in her heart to forgive me. I need someone to talk right now. I know the right person to call.