The Alpha Bully’s Redemption
Chapter 40

ROSIE

POV

I can't believe what I just heard. He was actually having s*x with someone else after he had rejected me. He was having so much fun while I was here burning all over. I was in so much pain while he was there enjoying himself. I can't believe that jerk.

I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. I couldn't keep my mouth shut as the pains made me scream out loue. I just wanted it to stop. I am so tired of all this. I shouldn't be the one suffering. I have done nothing to deserve this. I have never harmed anyone so why am I'm suffering this way. My only offence was to lose my parents at a very young age. I wasn't responsible for their death so why me? Why is my life just so different from other people. Where did I actually go wrong?

My head was filled with so many thoughts and questions that I didn't have answers to. I was also feeling so many emotions.

I was heartbroken. I was angry. I was in pains. I was sad.

I needed to get out of here. My wolf needed to realize her anger on something. I need to stop myself from feeling this pain.

I stood up not bothering to look at my friends who had gathered me asking me what was wrong. I ran outside and rushed into the woods. I need to shift.

My emerald eyes were already gold I could feel it already. Sun was forcefully coming out. My claws began to grow and my clothes began to slowly shred as my body began to grow big and hairs grew all over. In less than 10 seconds, I was in my wolf form.

I let out a loud howl disturbing the silence of the forest but that wasn't my concern right now. Sun was looking around for a prey as she kept on running.

She was running so fast that I was scared she might fall and injure herself so badly. But I couldn't say a word to her because I didn't know how much pain she was feeling inside her. The pain she was feeling was sure more than mine. She must have felt betrayed. I couldn't think of any way to console her so I just let her do whatever she wanted to do. I just hope we get over this storm because I know very well that this has broken both of us to the point of no repair.

She found her prey a big one at that. It was an antelope. Sun was sure going to get it because once she sets her mind for something, she doesn't rest one bit not until she gets it.

She didn't need up to five minutes for her to kill her prey. She didn't bother eating it, she just hid it behind a tree and went to replace another one.

She ran everywhere looking for what to kill.

From our mind, we could tell that someone was trying to get access to mind link us but Sun raised her walls up high so that no one could disturb her. She wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone and neither was I. She finally caught her second prey. A rabbit. After she killed it, she hid it too like she did for her first kill

She began to run again. I thought she wanted to go replace her third prey but it was different. She kept on running and running and running. I could feel her getting tired but she refused to stop. She kept on going.

I knew she was beating herself up this way. I couldn't help but feel pity for my poor wolf. She was struck with someone like me that's why she's in so much pain.

She tripped causing her to fall face flat on the ground. But she still stood up and continued running. I could tell she injured her self because I could feel pains from her left leg. But that didn't stop her from running.

Just when I thought she won't stop running, she stopped and fell on the fall. I was about to say sometto her when I heard it.

Sun the bravest amongs both of us, the one who never let anything get into our way, the only one who always stood her ground was crying.

I didn't mean just tears were flowing, I mean she was crying out loud with whines.

I joined her to cry too. I cried for both of us.

My wolf who hardly cries was crying because of that jerk. The only time I have seen her cry was when my parents and grandparents died but she didn't cry that much like she was doing right now.

My heart ached for her. I will never forgive that jerk for causing us this much sorrow. I will make him regret making my sun to cry. Although I'm weak and pathetic, I will make sure to replace a way to show him never to mess with me ever again.

Sun laid on the cold floor pouring her heart out. I didn't have any idea of how to make her stop crying. I wasn't sure whether to stop her or just let her be. I was so confused as I was crying too.

"Sun please I know this is not easy but I need you to be strong." I said to her softly.

"How Rosie? How do you expect me to be strong? I don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. Am just a mess right now." she said whining.

"No sun you are not a mess please don't say that. The one trashy mess I know is that jerk of a betrayer. Please I need you to stop wasting your tears on him and be strong." I tried to console her.

"It's not easy like you say it. It's very hard for me. The pains, rejection and all is too much for me. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I feel shattered. I don't know, I just don't have any idea what to do anymore Rosie. Please help me. Make this pain to stop." Listening to her made my already shattered heart to shatter the more.

"Look Sun I get it. It's not going to be easy but we can try and get pass this. First we take baby steps to get over this gradually. Don't worry I'm very sure together we will get pass all this. We have each other remember. I will never leave you alone so please don't give up on me I beg you." I said to her.

She let out a long pained howl.

"Promise me Rosie that no matter what, we will always be together?" she asked with a very weak voice that I have never heard her use.

"I should be the one asking you that because I am definitely going to stay with you forever and ever. Without you in my life am nothing but a mere human being just breathing but with you I feel more alive. So I promise to be struck with you till eternity now promise me too that no matter what you will never let go of me or leave me in the world alone. You will fight whatever the challenge is that we will be facing and stay by my side." I said to her.

"I promise Rosie." she said.

"I'm sorry you got a loser of a mate because of me. If I wasn't who I am, everything will have been different and..."

She quickly interrupted me with a growl.

"Shut your mouth Rosie. There is nothing and I mean absolutely nothing wrong without who you are. That freaking a*****e just doesn't know what he has just lost and we will make sure we show him what he has missed and we will also make him come back begging. That's a promise." Sun swore.

Now I can say my wolf is gradually coming back but her comeback is in a cold-hearted way. Well I don't mind, whatever mood she is in, that's going to be my mood from now hence forth.

If she was angry, I will be angry. If she was sad, I will be sad. If she was heartless, I will also be heartless too.

She is me and I am her from now onward.

She is the only family I have and I can't let her be treated like a nobody. I will stop being soft and learn to fight back not for myself but for her.

"Rosie am tired." she said.

"Rest Sun I will take it from here." I said to her as I took control.

I stood up with my injured leg that hasn't recovered yet. I walked slowly back home. I needed to rest. I need to just lay my head and sleep while I try to forget everything that happened today. After walking for minutes, slowing thanks to the pains I was feeling, I finally arrived home.

I shifted to my naked body.

Because my clothes were all tore while I was shifting, I didn't have any other clothes to wear. I decided to just entered my house like that naked. I wasn't bothered about anyone right now I just wanted to lock myself inside my room and have an alone time. I limped as I walked to the front door.I opened the door and entered.

Angel, Maria, Smith and Nate quickly rushed to me but on seeing the way I entered, Nate and Smith quickly turned their heads away.

"Rosie what happened to you? You don't look so good? What happened earlier? Why were you screaming and why did you run off? We tired to mind link you but you blocked us completely. Are you okay?" Angel asked as she blocked my path.

"I need to be left alone please." I said lowly but I was very sure that they heard me.

"But we can't leave you like that. You honestly don't look so good. You need people around you." Angel said.

I got so angry. I didn't know when I shouted at her.

"I DON'T NEED ANYONE AROUND ME. I JUST NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE SO LEAVE ME ALONE. LEAVE MY HOUSE AND DON'T COME NEAR ME."

After saying that, I walked pass her pushing her in the process but I didn't bother turning back as I went to my room and locked the door. Finally some alone time.

I laid on my bed and began to wet my pillows again. I cried for only goodness knows how long before I finally gave up and slept.