The Alpha Bully’s Redemption
Chapter 41

EVANS POV

Ahhh why do I feel so knocked out. My head hurts so much. I slowly opened my eyes. I looked around and began to wonder where I was because this doesn't look like my bedroom.

I felt someone breath hit me. I quickly turned to see who it was. To my greatest surprise it was Juliet.

But what happened?

Why am I here with her?

I began to crack my head to think when I noticed something.

My bare body was touching the blanket.

I raised the blanket up slowly hoping it wasn't what I was thinking. I looked down and yes I was naked.

I turned to look at Juliet and raised the blanket covering her only to replace out she was also naked. I quickly dropped the blanket to cover her body.

My headache increased. I can't seems to understand what has actually happened.

Wait so does that mean Juliet and I had s*x?

My eyes went wide. We actually did.

But how? I mean the last thing I remembered was I was drinking wine with her when we were talking and th.......

Wait a second, the wine. Did she actually drug the wine to have s*x with me? Was this her plan all along?

I can't believe this. I can't believe I let my guard down. I knew we were dating but I wasn't ready to have sex with her yet because of my wolf is still upset with the fact that I haven't accepted that Omega. I need to replace out how his feeling.

"Axel. AXEL" I called but no answer.

I called again and again still yet he refused to answer me like he wasn't there.

I closed my eyes and forced hard to feel him and seek him. I could feel him but it was like his presence wasn't there.

"Why are you ignoring me?" I asked him.

"Because you are a HEARTLESS F*****G BASTARD. THAT WHAT YOU F*****G ARE YOU IDIOT." he barked angrily.

I felt shaken by the aggression in his voice. He was really angry that's for sure.

"Hey calm down will you. It's not actually my fault this happened. I was drugged so I had no idea what was happening." I said to him trying to make him understand.

"AM I SUPPOSE TO CALM DOWN AFTER HEARING YOUR USELESS EXCUSE? NO LIKE DO YOU THINK YOUR EXCUSE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER AFTER THE DAMAGE YOU HAVE JUST CAUSED?" he shouted causing my headache to be unbearable. "Reduce your voice will you. And besides what do you mean by damage I have caused? You are not making any sense." I asked him feeling confused.

"OH WOW SO YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS PAIRED WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU. I REGRET THE DAY THE MOON GODDESS PAIRED ME WITH A FOOLISH ASSHOLE LIKE YOUR SELF. IF YOU SEEK FOR ME I SWEAR TO THE MOON, I WILL GAIN CONTROL AND COMMIT SUICIDE AND YOU WILL COME WITH ME BUT YOUR GOING TO HELL INSTEAD. F*****G BASTARD."he said and blocked me.

His words really pained me deep down but I still don't understand why he was so aggressive. Yes I know I slept with another woman but it wasn't my intention so why will he say such harsh words to me.

I couldn't even call him because I knew very well that his last words wasn't just an ordinary threat but a promise. And I'm not ready to die.

I need to get out of here. I thought as I dropped from the bed and picked my clothes which were laying on the floor.

As I was wearing them, I felt Juliet wake up.

"Hey Evans you are up. Yesterday was an amazing night thank you." I heard her say.

I feel a strong wave of anger run inside my body. I could tell it was Axel's anger I was feeling more because I was also angry.

I raised my head to look at her.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO ME LAST NIGHT?" I asked her.

She looked scared as she sat up slowly.

"...... actually.... you know...... erm" she because to fumble with her words.

"SPEAK UP DAMNIT. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS." I said to her.

"Actually I wanted us to have something more in our relationship. You were refusing to go further so I decided to quicken the pace myself." she said.

"Do you hear yourself right now? So you decide to drug my drink and have sex with me unconscious is that it? And now that you have done that, how is it going to help the relationship we had." I said to her not smiling at all.

"Had? Evans why did you use past tense?" she asked looking at me with fear in her eyes.

"You heard me right had. What we had called relationship is over. I can't believe you will stoop so low to do such a thing to me. If only you know the gravity of what you have done." I said to her angrily.

"I did nothing wrong Evans. You don't have a mate remember and I don't have any so it's not like we cheated on someone or caused some one pain by what we did." she said.

Immediately her words registered in my head, it hit me so hard.

I actually had a mate who will be in pain by what I just did.

The thought began clearer to me. Now I get the reason why Axel was so angry and what he meant by what I just did.

How could I be so foolish.

I know I don't want to have anything to do with her, yes but still she is a human with feelings and from what I have heard from stories, whenever someone's mate have sex with another person, the person's mate feels so much pain that it might cause the person's life or wolf's life.

I felt so much anger this time not at Juliet but at myself for being so stupid as Axel said.

"Look Juliet from today, everything we had called friendship or relationship is over." I said to her.

"Please Evans don't do this to me please. I'm sorry okay. I shouldn't have done that. Just let this go just once please I beg you." she said with tears rolling from her eyes but I didn't care.

"I don't care. Just stay away from me and don't let me see you close to me or I will kill you with my bare hands. I'm warning you." I said then turned and left her room.

I walked home and when I entered, I refused to say a word to anyone even my mother. I went up to my room and locked myself inside.

I removed my clothes and threw them in the waste bin. I entered the bathroom and turned on the shower to very hot. I didn't care right now I just wanted to scrub everything out of me.

I scrubbed so hard that my skin turned red. I have never felt so disgusted with myself like I did right now. Infact after I woke up and realized me and that Omega had s*x, it didn't feel this way.

I scrubbed until I couldn't scrub anymore. I just stood under the shower head and allowed the hot water hit my body burning my skin but I didn't mind.

My head was clouded with hatred for Juliet and myself also for hurting my wolf this bad. I remember when he said he regretted being paired with me. I won't lie those words broke my head into several pieces. I know this time, he will never forgive me. I can't even apologize properly to him because he doesn't want to hear anything from me.

I didn't know who to talk to right now. I felt all along. I felt lonely.

I can't tell my friends about this because I was sure they will be angry when they replace out that Rosie was my mate. They will also hate and leave me.

No I can't tell them. Never.

I left the bathroom and went back to my room to wear fresh clothing.

My burnt back was already healing thanks to my strong alpha gene.

I laid on my bed thinking of what to do when I heard a knock on the door.

"Evans open the door. I know something is bothering you but I won't ask till your ready to tell me. Just please come and have breakfast." I heard my mother's voice.

I wanted to ignore her but I thought against it. Right now I needed someone to comfort me and I'm sure my mother will do just that. She always does that when my mind was in a mess.

I stood up slowly and opened the door. She was right there in front of me with a smile on her face as usual.

Seeing the smile broke my heart. I rushed and hugged her. I could tell she was startled but after some few seconds, she hugged me back rubbing my back slowly. Her touch was enough to calm me down. I hugged her tighter breathing in her scent which also calms me down most times.

"Mum I'm sorry." I said to her.

"Of what my darling?" she asked still rubbing my back.

Of disobeying you after you warned me about Juliet. I wanted to say but couldn't.

"Everything" I ended up saying.

"I forgive you except that you have done nothing wrong to me so don't you apologize for anything okay." she said softly.

I nodded and continued hugging her.

"Wow I never knew Evans was such a Mama's boy." I heard a very familiar voice say.

I raised my head to see Smith and Nate standing looking at my mother and I with a smile on their faces.

I wonder what they are doing here?

"What you you both doing here?" I asked them.

"Well to hang out with our friend. Is there any problem doing that?" Smith asked.

"No." I answered.

"Go now leave you mummy alone and let's head inside. Luna good morning." Smith said bowing.

"Morning Smith. Thank you for coming. Now excuse I have to tend to the kitchen." my mother said before leaving.

I walked into my room with Smith and Nate following me behind.

"But seriously why are you two here?" I asked them again. Refusing to believe their answer earlier.

"Well truth be told, we are bored. Our mates are trying to talk to Rosie so they don't have any time for us." Nate said.

My heart skipped a beat when I heard the Omega's name.

"Why what happened to her?" I asked.

"Last night, she screamed like she was in pain or something. After that she ran off and come back till after sometime and when she came back she didn't look so good." Smith said. "I'm worried for her. Something has changed in her and she looks different. I just hope it's not something bad." Nate said.

It is indeed something bad.

What have I done?