The Alpha’s Mute Mate
Episode 37

HUDSON

I am doing the same thing again, I am staring out of my window but as I am about to walk away, there in a slight distance was a town car approaching.

They are back.

I run out of my room and run all the way down the stairs, straight to the front door.

Once I’m outside, I only see Adonis, my mother and Daisy. When they all look at me, they give me a frosty reception. What the hell?

“Where is Brooke?” I asked but no one talks to me, I grab Daisy by the arm but she glares at me. I knew she is pissed, what the hell had I done? She hands me an envelope and heads straights towards my father’s office.

On the front was neat handwriting.

I tore open the envelope to replace a letter from Brooke, I sit on the last step of the packhouse………

Hudson,

I’m writing to you to let you know that I am not coming back for a while.

I recently had all my memories back, we found a witch who is local in the area who can clear foggy minds so we tried and it worked.

I want to take you back to a year and half ago; you were at the house with Madison. You were having s*x with her. You also found out your mate that evening; well surprise that skinny, ugly looking girl you told that you would reject was me. I found out that you were my mate that night.

My mother told me that my mate would be my soulmate and save me but I guess she was wrong. You took one sniff and knew I was human, you didn’t want me.

Funny thing though, Madison heard everything which lead to me being tortured nonstop all night long after she found out.

But it is not just that memory I remember, I remember another one when I was five, the night my mother got killed, you hurt me bad that night. You were 7 and I was 5 but you hurt me. You made fun of me; you told everyone that you would never mate a human as they are weak. You told Rex that you were only being nice to me because of your mother and Daisy. I remember it all. I had a choice that night by my mother whether I wanted to stay with my father or her but I chose my mother after what you said to Rex, even then I liked you.

I need time to think about all the memories coming through which is the main reason why I’m staying here but I will tell you now if you come here, you won’t replace me as I am moving as soon as Daisy has gone, you won’t even know where I am.

The worst part about this is I have read your letter more times than I can count and was willing to give us a chance to be mates.

But you have some nerve telling me that you won’t accept me as a mate because I was human back then and yet you fell in love with a complete stranger who was born human, how am I supposed to feel and accept that.

I hope you have a nice life

Brooke

Tears flow down my face as I read it again.

She doesn’t want me.

Asher is roaring in pain, our mate is not coming back all because of me.

I let out a roar and run, I can’t shift into my wolf as Asher has completely blocked me.

I got up and run as fast as my legs can go!

I didn’t stop.

I can’t.

The pain I’m feeling is everything that I have bottled up for so long. I thought I had a second chance with Brooke but now I have completely broken her trust and she will never forgive me.

I keep running through the forest till I trip over something and land with a thud on the ground.

I land in a heap on the floor.

I can’t help but let the tears come flowing through, I am in pain.

I can’t blame anyone else, there is no one else to blame but myself.