Where I Belong
Chapter 93

"I'm not hungry Blaze so you can go and do whatever it is you normally do in the morning. Just give me my coffee before you go". I cut in before he could continue.

I told him I loved him, confirmed it three times and he's acting as though I hadn't said a thing. I wasn't trying to be angry but how was I suppose to act? Do I just forget about it until he brings it up? "Here" He sighed handing me my coffee. "I'm going for a jog I'll be back before you need to leave". Taking the coffee from him I didn't say another word because if I did I was afraid I would have lost it.

Hearing the door click shut I sunk my teeth so hard into my bottom lip I tasted blood. That right there showed me how this day was going to go. He didn't utter one word about it never even acknowledge that I had said anything. He wanted us to be together and yet this is how he reacted to me saying the three most important words.

Taking the pillow from behind me I screamed into it until my throat became sore. What a bloody jackass of a man. Maybe he didn't feel the same and that's why he didn't say it back because if wouldn't mean anything. How stupid do I feel now?

Bursting through the door there she stood with a broom in her hands. "What happened? Where are they? Are you okay?".

Looking at her I couldn't hold back the laugh that burst from my mouth. Scowling at me she dropped the brush to the floor and crawled in beside me. "Why the hell did you scream? I thought something had happened". "And what exactly were you going to do with that?" I chuckled

"Shut up it was the closest thing to me now what were you screaming about?" She asked as she pulled the covers up and over her legs.

"I told him I love him".

"Ava that's great you finally grew some balls and told him again- wait that doesn't explain why you were screaming"

"I told him I love him confirmed it three bloody times for him and do you know what his reply was?" I snapped feeling my self getting angry. "Do I want to know?" She whispered

"I need a drink" I hissed my teeth clenched so tight I could feel the strain.

"You have coffee right there or I could.."

"No Ally" I laughed cutting her off "That was his reply after I had said those three little words, he told me he needed a drink".

Watching her jaw fall slack I could tell she was thinking of something to say but what could you say to that?

"I let it slide because I was really tired last night and so I thought he'll mention it today I mean he has to. After everything he said about wanting me back and wanting to make me happy he would have to say something this morning but no he didn't even acknowledge that I had said anything. How the hell do I deal with that? I mean I have a right to be angry don't I?" I asked taking a sip of my coffee.

"Maybe he has something planned?" She asked shrugging her shoulders.

"I'm not even bothered anymore" I snapped placing my mug on the cabinet with a bang. "Can you please help me out of this bed?" I asked pushing the covers off my body.

"Yeah you definitely don't sound bothered" She smirked climbing out of bed and making her way round to my side.

As if this morning couldn't get any worse I was now stuck in the bath tub with my leg hanging over the side. Is it possible to start this day over? Ally was just about to help me out when Cage and Blaze had returned from their jog. I mean who dumps their best friend for their stupid boyfriend?

Ally does that's who.

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Hearing a knock at the door I grabbed the towel and covered my body the best I could. "What?" I growled already knowing it had to be him and with the way I was feeling I knew something was going to slip out. Nothing...

"Are you going to stand out there all day or are you going to come in here and get me out this bloody bath?" I snapped slamming my hand of the side of the tube.

Watching as the door was pushed open I shifted my gaze so I didn't make eye contact with him. "What's got you all angry?" He asked lifting me from the tub not even caring that the towel had slipped from my body and I was now naked in his

arms.

You I wanted to scream but decided against it.

"Can you please just take me to my room so I can get dressed?" I asked not even caring that I was as naked as the day I was born- not as if he hadn't seen it all before anyway. "Sure thing sweets".

Pushing open the bedroom door he kicked it shut behind us sitting me on top of the bed. Grabbing his t-shirt from my pillow I pulled it over my head. "Appointment isn't until 2. 30, I'll be leaving around six or whenever the guys get here". Shrugging my shoulders I started rummaging through my suitcase that was already on the bed. "2. 30 got it" I said pulling out a clean pair of panties and a long dress shirt. I missed wearing trousers. Closing the lid to my suitcase I placed my clean clothes on the edge of the bed. Why was he still standing there? "Anything else I need to know before my babysitters arrive?" I asked smiling sweetly at him. "No not really" He shrugged turning on his heel and leaving me to get on with it.

"Blaze" I yelled my eyes never leaving the closed door. He really was acting as though I hadn't said a word. Watching the door open and close my breath caught in my throat as he stood right in front of me. What the hell was he up to?

"Yes darlin'?" He smirked

"Never mind" I sighed turning my head away from him. I wasn't in the mood for playing whatever game he was playing. I told him last night how I felt and this was how he wanted to act. I put myself out there, lesson learned I won't be doing that again. That ladies and gentlemen is how we don't work. As much as he says it will be different and he'll be different he always changes when it starts to get serious. Once again he fucked with my head.

"I've been a cock" he stated making my head snap up so fast I hissed out in pain "Careful" he smiled taking a seat beside me. "I've been the biggest idiot and maybe a little bit of an asshole".

"You think?" I huffed moving slightly so I could put some distance between us.

"I freaked out".

"I told you I love you and your reply was you needed a drink. How do you think that made me feel?" I asked pushing his hand of my leg.

"You heard that?" He asked sounding weary. "I thought you had fallen asleep. I'm such a fucking idiot if I'd have known-..."

"Yes of course I heard it and now I don't want to talk about it. You had all morning to bring it up but instead you acted like the asshole you can sometimes be. I fell in love with you not who you pretend to be". I yelled cutting him off. Grabbing a hold of my chin he pulled my head so close our noses were touching. "If I'd have known you were awake I would have said it back. I love you Ava Maria Mendez, god you don't know how much I love you". He whispered his lips grazing against my nose.

"Nope it's not the same" Turning my head I crossed my arms over my chest. I think it was my turn to let him sweat a little bit.

"Ava stop playing and tell me you love me"

"Nope" I said refusing to look at him. Before I knew what was happening he had somehow managed to pin me down. "This cast is very hard I'd hate to think how sore your head would be if I hit you with it".