Where I Belong
Chapter 94

"Trust me darlin' it's not the only thing that's hard". He winked causing me to roll my eyes.

"Get off of me now I'm not in the mood to play your silly games. When someone tells you they love you you're suppose to say it back" I huffed still not looking at him. "Unless of course you don't feel the same".

Sighing he slipped onto the other side of the bed. "Are we really going to argue about this?" He asked placing his arm over his eyes.

Frowning I used my good arm to punch him in the side "We aren't arguing Blaze I'm just making a point. You talk about how you want me and how much you want to make me happy yet you act like an asshole. This isn't the whole treat them mean keep them keen. If you think acting like that is going to score you points then you can just leave right now".

Was I turning this into an argument? Was I making to much of a big deal out of it?

"So we are arguing about it then? Because you sound really angry and punch me like that again and your ass will be red raw" He hissed pulling up his t-shirt.

"There isn't even a mark so stop whining you big baby and yes I am angry I mean how would you feel if I said that to you?".

"Fucking hell you aren't going to drop this are you? Ava I fucking love you I think I always have I didn't say it back last night because I thought you were asleep. I wasn't going to say it if you couldn't hear me say it. You have no idea how much I love you and for you to say it to me first it kinda threw me off my game. I wasn't expecting you to say you love me not after everything that has happened now can we please not argue about it and just let me bloody hold you" He grumbled slipping his arm around my waist and pulling me to him.

"Silence is golden" he whispered kissing the side of my neck.

"Why didn't you mention it this morning?" I asked causing him to groan. What? I wanted to know.

"I love you and you love me now can we please just let it go?"

I guess there really wasn't any point in arguing about it but why did it take him all that time to say it back?

"Fine I need to start getting ready anyway" I sighed attempting to get up which was really hard when you had someone's arms wrapped around you never mind the broken leg and hand. "For me to do that you have to let me go".

"I think we can manage 5 more minutes" He mumbled rubbing his thumb over my hip bone. "Plus I'm not letting you go until you tell me you love me". I knew he was smirking I could feel it against my shoulder.

"Then I guess we'll miss my appointment because I'm not saying....." Feeling the laughter erupted from my chest as he began tickling me all over I forgot what I was saying. "S-stop Blaze" I laughed mesmerised how he never once managed to hurt me. Still he continued to torture me. "Okay fine" I chuckled "Please just stop". I huffed out of breath from all the laughing.

"Not fair you know I can't do nothing about it while I'm like this" I frowned holding up my broken hand.

"Don't you have something you have to say to me?" He grinned

Getting my breath back I placed my hand gently against his cheek, suddenly the moment becoming serious.

"I love you Sean"..

"Blaze" He interrupted

Rolling my eyes I poked his chest "I love you Blaze. As hard as its been life is too short to be angry all the time. I want to be happy, I want to start enjoying my life and I want you to be in it. I want you to share all my memories good and bad. I know we have a long way to go and there will be bad times but I will stay no more running. I will love you even when I hate you. I want to be a part of your life and I sure as hell hope you want to be a part of mine".

"That was deep" He breathed causing me to shove him. "I'm trying to be serious and your making fun of me". I huffed

Getting into a sitting position he took my good hand in his and gave it a squeeze. "I love you too Ava more than you will even know. I've waited years to hear those words fall from your lips and you have no idea how happy you have just made me. Once this is all over with a ring will be put on your finger and a baby in your belly". He smiled bring my hand to his mouth and kissing my fingers.

"What if I don't get pregnant straight away?" I blurted out.

Inner thoughts Ava..

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Hearing him chuckle I could feel my cheeks becoming hotter. I really need to think before I speak. I don't even want to get pregnant straight away. Even thinking about being pregnant freaked me out. "Practice baby and there sure as hell will be a lot of practice happening". He smirked

Hearing a knock at the door it opened, Cage standing with his hand over his eyes. "Is it safe to come in?" He grinned

"You look ridiculous" I laughed as he dropped his hand the stupid grin still evident on his face.

"Does this mean what I think it means?" He asked as Ally joined him. "Has my little Blaze finally won his girl back?" He joked

"Out" Blaze growled

"Ava and Blaze sitting in a tree..."

"How old are you?" Blaze snapped taking his smokes from the bedside cabinet.

Locking eyes with Ally my smile matched hers. Girls didn't need to speak to communicate and she knew just with that one look that we were trying again.

"Man I'm relieved because you are a crabbit, mean old bastard without Ava by your side. Honestly you have no idea what it's been like being around him. So Ava I will be forever grateful" He smirked doing a little curtsy.

"You are so cheesy" Ally sighed grabbing a hold of his arm and pulling him out the door. "Happy for you guys and A I did say you two were made for each other - I swear Cage if you eat that I will..." And then the door slammed shut. They two were like small children.

"Let's get you dressed it's almost half one".

"You didn't have to carry me you could have gotten a wheelchair" I said hating all the stares we were getting. Of course they weren't looking at me, no they were looking at Blaze well his cut anyway.

"I like carrying what is mine" He smirked as we took a seat in the waiting area. "I'm just going to check you in I won't be a sec".

Taking a quick glance around I noticed how everyone diverted their gaze. Seriously what the hell was wrong with these people? Catching my eye were the three girls around my age sitting in the corner staring at Blazes ass. I knew he was hot but it was rude to stare.

Jealous?

"That's you checked in beautiful girl. Shouldn't be much longer. You hungry?" He asked obviously to the girls and the laughter that came from them.

"Not really I just want this to be over and done with. They are going to have to break the cast and fit a new one. We're going to be here for ages" I sighed the laughter really starting to get on my nerves.

"Well here's hoping we get took next" He replied taking a hold of my hand.

"He's super hot". One of them said loud enough for me to hear. Was that on purpose?

"And she's so lucky" Another whined "I bet he's great in bed".

"Lucky cow bet I'd be able to swipe him" The one in the middle laughed.

That was it...